It sounds so simple, this business of trusting God.
But even when I’m wracked with uncertainty and brutally aware of my own need for God, I often fail to understand how exactly we go about being faithful. Even as I strive to know and trust God with my present and my future, I discover that once again I’m going about it all wrong.
I’ve placed my trust in earthly things instead of in who God is, has been, and always will be.
When we’re reticent to truly trust God, our vision is limited. We place our trust in human endeavors–promotions, houses, even people–but earthly securities are but illusions. They crumble, they fall, they fail us. At those moments of despair we often cry out to God, feeling betrayed.
But it is God whom we have betrayed.
We’ve put our trust, our devotion, and our service in the things of this world instead of our creator, redeemer, and sustainer. And when God doesn’t have our whole trust and our whole lives, God can’t grant us the vision and possibilities and promises that lie beyond our own limited perspective and imagination.
I heard a great sermon yesterday challenging us to faithfully cast out our nets as the disciples do in the last chapter of John and trust Jesus to fill them with provision that defies common sense.
But we’re so stubborn.
We human beings cling to our common sense like it’s all there is, like we’d rather settle for our own plans and dreams and ideas rather than God’s expansive vision. Have the Biblical stories taught us nothing? Has the promise of Easter fallen on deaf ears? Do we truly believe Christ has been raised from the dead, and with him, we, too have been given eternal life?
I’m realizing that living as Easter people means risking the earthly things for the eternal ones, and relying on God to provide possibilities that we cannot fathom or imagine, but that we earnestly trust come from the hand of the creator, redeemer, and sustainer who never fails us. For me, this requires daily commitment. It requires me to continually let go of my plans, however seemingly perfect, and find rest and peace in who God is. My restlessness, in fact, is a good sign to me usually that I’m relying on my own vision rather than seeking God’s.
So may you find rest in who God is, has been, and always will be this morning. May you seek eternal rather than earthly things, and may you be raised alongside Christ to taste and see the possibilities that only God has in store for you and your life. Amen.
Scripture: Colossians 3; John 21