When there is violence and hunger and fear and suffering on the news and in our lives, it is easy and natural to question where God is and what God might be doing. Many things in this world keep us in suspense, and God’s wisdom and mercy are often counted among them. I continue to find my relationship with God challenging, stretching, and arduous.
But a few weeks ago as I sat in church and heard brothers and sisters lifting their voices around me in song and found it beautiful, moving, and humbling, it occurred to me that in our eagerness to fully understand, we often miss out on the everyday work that God does and is doing.
Those ordinary voices were broken and imperfect, but God made them melodious and harmonic. Similarly, the people in my life are scarred and wounded, but God uses them everyday to minister to me. Nothing about being a parent is easy, but God grants me grace for the journey.
In fact, every morning we wake up with breath in our lungs, beats in our hearts, and thoughts in our heads are gifts from God, but we don’t always attribute those everyday, powerful miracles to our God. I heard a song on the radio the other day that reminded me that God is already awaiting us to arrive at that future we’re so worried about. It reminded me that we serve and worship a God whose very being–past, present, and future–is far beyond the confines of our thoughts and prayers.
There’s nothing wrong with seeking to calculate, plan, and understand. There’s certainly nothing wrong with mourning the problems in this world, and seeking to effect change. But I wonder if when we put our minds so feverishly to change what’s in front of us that we often falter because we fail to see what God is already doing and what God has already done. We forget that life itself, with God, is the point of living. We don’t get to embrace what God is already doing in our lives and learn from that wisdom, grace, and beauty.
So this morning if you can, alongside prayers for a fallen and broken world, give thanks for breath and for humanity, for beauty and for hands and feet, and for God’s presence in the everyday. May we all feel it a bit stronger these days.